LL Cool J

May 2, 2006

Thanks for the CD Jordan πŸ˜‰ I So far I like all but one of the songs on here I've heard. (I've only heard one…..no jkjkjk!! I heard all 13, and starting over :P.)

Let's see today…what happened today…Hmm, I took WAY too long in the shower-even though it was quick(I have the shaving cuts to prove it too) and then decided to get on the computer this morning and nearly missed the bus. X_X bad yes? lol-smart.

And then yes the powerful Jordan gave me a LL Cool J CD-all hail Jordan. lol jk. Really πŸ™‚ ! I'm not kidding….why don't you people believe me? T_T lol

I used to be Schitzophrenic but we're better now. πŸ˜€

Let's see…testing started today, we cut up Planaria(flatworms) in science… I was all hyper-static just because. Jordan was being a total bitch again today. Geez I just want to starngle her sometimes! It's like she doesn't know when to quit. But hey-she will not kill my groundless happiness.

Hmm what else…way TO many day-dreams. You can probably take a pretty darn good guess what my day-dreams are about. πŸ˜› lol

I've been working on my book, and writing more poetry. A lot of poetry really. I've been trying to write some decent sounding stuff that's not so depressed…there's progress but geez it's HARD. I mean I thought writing depressed stuff was hard….but nu uh. I've got some awsome stuff still though. Got a little over 100 depressed poems, and maybe five or ten happy-ish ones. There all in a leather-backed golden leafed journal. If you ask nicely maybe you can read it πŸ˜€ And the book is backed up on a disk and I've got some of it up on the net. But that's special. hehe.

I've been really dietracted lately thanks to certain people. In my head*twitch* and they won't get out 😦 T_T. Not cool.

I made cookies! And yes I CAN cook, REALLY well. Yummy gingersnaps πŸ˜› Gonna make chocolate chip tonight…maybe. Maybe grill some steak with my dad too…MMMM food.

More blogthings-

You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence – you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

Midnight- I always loved that time, but I never expected it to be "my" time of day.

lol-Music rocks. I had a ribbon in my hair for no reason today-awsome. Alex insisted on tying it in a bow…ah well.

It's getting way too hot for jeans out here. NOT GOOD. Yeah sure the summer is awsome n all, but I hate people seeing me in shorts, and the fact that nearly all my shorts are short-shorts DOES NOT HELP. I have um…insecurity issuses. Even with being underweight, thanks to certain people that are really close to me-I still have all those typical issues, OMG my thighs are SO pudgy etc etc etc. Go to the gym, helps make my thighs all nice and muscular-but not and smaller. Evil. So short-shorts make me feel….I dunno, revealed. My skirt isn't even as bad because it's longer than my shorts. But in the summer I've got like three options; skirts, guy shorts, or go buy some more. Not cool options right there. And then I've got the problems with shirts too, I mean everyone….well lots of people close to me-keep telling me about my stomach being all squishy, pudgy, whatever you wanna call it! So I go to the gym, I do sit-ups, and whatever else I can think but it doesn't help! So then I've got the problem with shirts, and swimsuits…and ah heck-why do girls have to be egotistical? I used to be able to throw on some guy shorts and a giant T and be happy. Now I'm sitting around saying are these pants too tight? These too baggy? Is this shirt too low cut? To high? Does it go low enough over my jeans? Or does it show too much stomach? What color should I wear? Which mascara? Which eyeliner? Which eyeshadow? Blush? Geez. And when I skip the make-up I get hell from all these people! Can't I get in one casual Friday even?

Ok, my insecurity rant thing is over…for today.

You know, to me and my friends it's always so obvious who we like and that we like them. But do the people we like know it? If they do do they even know why? Like do Jordan and Chase know why I like them? Wait…I told Chase-he got me cornered X_X lol but what about Jordan? I dunno, maybe I'll find out sometime, but that's later.

Let's see… what else? I goota do my math, my vocab, write another page or so in my book, and write a couple of happy-ish poems. Then go write in my actual journal…one of like three. And then…hmmm..read? Im? I'm not sure. Maybe dig around for something I can wear with out burning up or being insecure. I dunno I might just sweat to death. lol jk. Probly spend the rest of the day day-dreamin. Then go and dream some about what I wish was that isn't. Fun.

Well anyhow, I'll type later*yawn*sleep, hugs, kisses. Yeah, that's my list of needed things. lol. Byesers.

-Jessica lynn


One Response to “LL Cool J”

  1. LL COOL J said

    “And then yes the powerful Jordan gave me a LL Cool J CD-all hail Jordan. lol jk. Really ! I’m not kidding….why don’t you people believe me? T_T lol”

    yes, powerful, all hail me. lol but i dont get it when u said reallly im not kidding and dat stuff so ya

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