One Year Six Months Ago

August 28, 2008

Was prolly the best time of my life. Give or take some time of course.

One Year Six Months-YellowCard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I’m falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don’t know me anymore
It’s easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we’ll forget, I hope we don’t forget

I’m falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I’ve got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I’m falling into memories of you ,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you, and things we used to do

And babe, I know you know this is for you. And last I checked you agreed. Love you always, and don’t you ever forget it. I might not always love you how you want me to, but you’ll always be my best friend. We can fight like cats and dogs, but it only makes us closer.*in the long run of course 😉 * Ask me anything, any time, anywhere. I’ll be there for you as much as I can, and sometimes even when I can’t. You’ve done as much for me. Live your life a little without me though. Cuz someday I won’t be there. Not because I don’t want to, but because I can only do so much, and it’s not enough. Meet some girls, have some fun. I know you know I’m not all there is to life. If you asked me out again I’d still say yes. But we need some time. When you said that to me before I didn’t understand. I was stupid, blind, and more than a little lonely. If I’d listened things would have gone differently. Maybe better, maybe worse, too bad we’ll never know. But we gotta take what life gives us and run with it. Life goes on. Maybe later we can try again. Maybe not. We’ll see what’s in the cards. You know that third times the charm don’tcha? Heh, one can only hope. But if we don’t, I won’t blame you. I’ll just thank you, for helping me with more than I ever knew I needed help with. For giving me hope when I had none. And more than anything, for loving me when I didn’t even know what love was yet. You were my teacher, and maybe I was yours. You were my love. And you will always be my friend.

I’m done with the mushy gushy stuff. Mostly just because I need to get ready for soccer and not so much because I’m done. But hey, whatever floats your boat.

-Jess

And that’s all I’ve got to say. Besides that I LOOOOVE camp, and Amber, and Boomerang just might be my camp name, if I’m not Rain or something. And Erika kicks butt, but Chewbaka just owns everyone. And I miss them all way to fucking much.(NCA!!!!!) and RAWR. No moe for now. (godfuckingdamnithe’sfuckinginmyHISTORYclass!?!?!?!what’dIdototheworld?!?!?!?)

The Cranberries

August 18, 2008

I Can’t Be With You

Lying in my bed again,
And I cry ’cause you’re not here.
Crying in my head again,
And I know that it’s not clear.

Put your hands, put your hands,
Inside my face and see that it’s just you.
But it’s bad and it’s mad and it’s making me sad,
Because I can’t be with you.

Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can’t be with you.

Thinking back on how things were,
And on how we loved so well.
I wanted to be the mother of your child,
And now it’s just farewell.

Put your hands in my hands,
And come with me, we’ll find another end.
And my head, and my head on anyone’s shoulder,
‘Cause I can’t be with you.

Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can’t be with you.

‘Cause you’re not here, you’re not here,
Baby, I can’t be with you.
‘Cause you’re not here, you’re not here,
Baby, still in love with you.

Still in love with you. [X 6]