Tomorrow It May Change…

Tomorrow-By Avril Lavigne(Shut up I love her lyrics)

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today…

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
Is a different day,
tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today…

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
Is a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today…

Tomorrow it may change

It's just like when people tell me that it's fine, that everything will be ok. It WON'T, it never is. But god oh god oh god I wish it was. Falling, falling, falling, won't anybody try and catch me?

Anything but Ordinary-by Avril Lavigne(SHUT UP-it's awsome ANYWAY)

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel aliveIs it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary pleaseTo walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel aliveIs it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Well I fit this song. I'm not ordinary, and geez life sure as hell isn't enough.

I'm wrting my book so I'm not really focused…It's a good book so far. My friends…ok Friend-Icia-that have seen it in it's current state LOVE it. It's one of those books that has a romance at it's heart. One of those he loves her, she loves him, but neither knows that the other likes him/her. And then on top of that there's a war going on, and there's people dying, friends mostly, and all those mixed signals and misunderstandings, betrale, and such. Then add contending 'lovers' and a twist*mystical crud, other world, dragons etc* and you've got my book. Fun. If you want to read it ask a day, maybe up to a week beforehand so I have time to change all the names. 😛 right now I have names of real people… Like me, Chase, Jordan, Sam, Nicole, Alex, etc. Not many people have a new name yet.

Ok…and let's see…Evil Alex is being a mind reader again. Hehe.

Oh, confusing moment of the day. Jordan was bothering me in math because she wanted to meet Jordan. So at lunch, since I didn't really feel like dragging Jordan over to meet Jordan, I dragged Jordan to Jordan instead. Jordan was being Jordan, and Jordan was being Jordan. So he said hi, and she turns to me and says ok, he might be hott, but he can't be because he's too short, a 7th grader, and…yeah. So he's just cute. I laughed. Then Jordan and I had a REALLY fun convo about Jordan and other guys…Jordan's gonna make me wear short-shorts tomorrow….eh

I was talking to Jordan's li'l bro tonight, and

Chase the ppl:I should adopt you!! You could help me take revenge on my sister!! Whoohoo!

x101saustin: lol

Chase the ppl: lol

Chase the ppl: Jordan can come too 😀 -lol

8 bye ttyl

-Jessica lynn